Monday, June 30, 2014

Buckets of Lists



Who ever coined the term “bucket list” is one of my least favorite people. I mean ok, we’re all gonna kick the bucket someday but when you have cancer, it’s not a phrase you want to be hearing over and over. Bucket list my butt. Call it something else. Like My To DO List.
Ah Paris!

My little pink moka pot
Going to Paris is a #1 priority for me. Just haven’t had the opportunity yet. Yes, yes, I travel to Europe frequently but I just haven’t had a Paris adventure yet. I’ll get there eventually. Buying an espresso machine is another to do item. Sometimes you just need to get down to basics and get it done (and yes, I make an awesome coffee with a stovetop moka pot).

Now that I’m on short term disability I have a lot of thinking time.
I make mental lists. To do lists. Things I need for the house, supermarket lists, time to clean out the closet lists. What if I have to spend a day or two in the hospital and I haven’t organized my closet? Thinking like that could qualify me for a role in a Woody Allen film.

Being a cancer patient has given me a lot of thinking time. Chemotherapy is officially over. The familiar territory of the Cancer Center of MGH Danvers will not be so familiar anymore. At least not until I start radiation. The familiar has stepped aside for the unknown. Surgery will be scheduled. Radiation will be scheduled. It will be a new territory. Am I scared? Yes, a little. It’s normal. Fear of the unknown is human nature.
For my first chemo session I was a train wreck. Today was my last session. I was a pro.

Great latte
 The most important thing on my to do list right now is to get better. That, along with being with family and friends tops the list. Oh yes. And an espresso machine!

Thank you Rosemary Grant and Dr. Erica Linden for keeping me sane and healthy.
Yes, chemo side effects suck but I managed to live through it with your guidance and support. I love you both.

Thanks to all my friends and family here and in Trieste, Italy for keeping me smiling.
And most important thanks to my husband Stu and our son Spencer for being wonderful. I couldn’t do this without you both.

Treatment stats: 1/3 down. 2/3 to go.
Chemo stats: 8 down. 0 to go.

 BOOYAH! I did it!!!

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